wednesday april 11 2001    |    3:40 a.m.

i think what i need is a temporary boy. one to smoke up with and frolic in the rain at 4 a.m. with and listen to springish songs with and talk about books with. definitely one who believes nightsleep to be overrated.

i think i might pass notes with seminarboy tomorrow and ask him if he wants to go get a drink after class. why not?

it is ink-black outside and so inviting. why is nobody else up?

(hello you!)